Bleed

I'm coming undone,
There is no inspiration left in me.
This life has begun to end,
And time is now the enemy.
 
If I die before I wake,
I couldn't make the same mistakes,
Again.

If I chose to end it now,
Would my intent be not so proud,
Again?

And if I lose my way,
Please forgive me while I stray,
And I'll be right behind to,
Forgive you.

I have loved you now and then,
I was lost,
But in the end,
Nothing matters much now that we're thru.

I'm falling apart,
Unsure of who this is inside of me.
I'm fading away,
It's times like these that,
Get the best of me.

I need to end this now.
Get up off my knees.

And if I lose my way,
Please forgive me while I stray,
And I'll be right behind to,
Forgive you.

I have loved you now and then,
I was lost,
But in the end,
Nothing matters much now that we're thru.

If I die before I wake,
I wouldn't make the same mistakes.
And if this song was all that's left of me.

If I didn't have to be this way,
I wouldn't have the need to say,
Those three words have never went away -
"If I'd tried".