I'm so unhappy.
Ah, ha, ha, ha...

Father forgive me,
I've made a choice today.
To break a sacred vow we had,
Try this again.
Please understand,
I'm so unhappy.

I've been unholy,
I'm the furthest thing from pure.
You're love has been my life,
But I'd die for more.
 
Remember the times,
That you went out of your mind.
What were you thinking?
Is the love really worth all the,

Cheating and lies,
And hiding feelings inside,
All worth reseeking?

Was it different tonight?
Are we just killing time?

I'm so unhappy,
It's what's on my mind.

I might be ready,
I might be fooling me.
If I could just get thru this doubt,
I could pretend until it's real.
I think I've healed.
Ah, ha, ha, ha.

And if we found each other,
What could stand in our way?
Nothing ventured, nothing lost,
Is not quite what they say....

Remember the fears,
That broke you down into tears,
Why did you go there?
Was the love really worth all the,

The same heated fights,
That lead to angry good nights,
And then you don't care.

Was it special tonight?
Are we just killing time?

I'm so unhappy,
I'm unloved.
Nobody gets me.
Ah, ha, ha, ha.

It's what's on my mind.