Dream (Demo by Greg Siler)

Is this just a dream?
I can barely breathe.
When will I wake up from here?

It's not the heart,
That tears apart,
The strongest bonds.
Life goes on and on,
Dragging me along.

The love I've lost,
Like tears raining down in a paper cup.
Feeding every river that,
Leads to sea.

And I have died,
A thousand times in my mind.
But every time I've tried,
I've been too scared to leave.

I wanna feel that way again...
There was a time in my life,
Where it felt so right,
So sunny and bright,
Now I just dream.

I'm too weak to scream.
Is this just all make believe?
I can't find anyone who cares.

When did this start?
I've played this part so faithfully.
I've given every thing.
Nothings clear to me.

In here I hide.
I fear that I just can't break free.
There's nothing left inside,
Looking out for me.

And I have tried,
A thousand times in my life.
But I've begun to see,
There's nothing left of me.

I wanna feel that way again...
There was a time in my life,
Where it felt so right,
So sunny and bright,
Now I just dream.

Here I lie,
I close my eyes and fade away.
There's nothing much for me today.